constant surprises

it's amazing how i can see the patterns, lessons and dreams that led me to someone; how all the experiences of this and past lifetimes weave the lens i see through.

consequently, it doesn't take me long to figure out what i want, how i want it, and how long i want it for.

and i can feel myself wanting to try again.
that's scary.

but it's different this time.

spells have been broken. karma relieved of its duty.

i feel safe enough to open up, relax, enjoy, and please...yet i'm still awake/wary enough to wait, watch, and listen.

even if i slipped and fell, i could still walk away.

still...i hope it's as real as it feels.




I was walking home
Looking at the trees
Got the feeling that they
Were looking back at me

Thoughts that occurred to me
Were not of the usual kind
And I don’t take that for granted no
I don’t call them mine
I don’t call them mine
‘Cause in my life things
Are built on
They're built on

Constant surprises
Coming my way
Some call it coincidence
But I like to call it fate

The higher forces want to connect
Last night in my dream I was talking to you
You know who you are
Were you dreaming too
‘Cause in my life
Things are built on
Are built on

Constant surprises
Coming my way
Some call it coincidence
But I like to call it fate

Then on my way home I met this guy
He was not so shy
You know not that kind
We spoke and suddenly I could read his mind
You think it’s mad
But I don’t fool myself
You think its odd
‘Cause in my life
In my life things are built on
They're built on
They're built on

Constant surprises
Coming my way
Some call it coincidence
But I like to call it fate