the indomitable erzulie dantor has introduced herself to me...
considering some prior goddess card readings, i'm inclined to believe that she has emerged as the shadowy sister of my bright, sweet oshun self.
and i have been instructed to embrace the shadow.
looking back, i wonder if she manifested in the fierce self preservation and healing anger i experienced as a teenager.
i can see she's reminding me that i possess claws and teeth, that i can fight for what i want--a thing i know but can be very uncomfortable with.
she doesn't care about my nervousness. rather, that seems to drive her ambition to turn me into a skilled, fearless blade-handler.
as she stares me down, i realize that i can calm her, appease--but not subdue.
there's no escaping it; i must merge myself, be whole.
avek tout respe, maman. ayibobo!