more, more and then some...

there are so many things rattling around in my brain.

like this. and how i still can't bring myself to tell my mother about it.

how i'm struggling to reconnect with my womb.

how it brought he & i together for a brief, shining moment--and how that moment didn't last.

how much my life has changed. and how much it hasn't. how the stagnation sticks in my throat like peanut butter.

how desperate i can be to feel loved sometimes.

how part of me seems to like being kinda fked up every now and then.

and how i'm gonna be 30 soon...

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