i don't know what's going on with me...i still feel like i have this cloud hanging over my head.
i'm dissatisfied with everything.
nothing feels right or comfortable.
i don't feel like talking to anyone or being "nice".
i'm not happy. i don't really know why i'm not happy. i'm just not. and nothing seems to cheer me up. i don't know what to do for myself, and i certainly can't tell anyone else what to do to help.
maybe i just lack purpose, inspiration, stimulation.
maybe i'm lonely.
but i'm really hoping that having some time off and getting to do some things with my hands will help.