ok, y'all.
i feel weird.
like, outta my damn mind weird.
i'm all over the place...i blame hormones for any weirdness last week, but now that i'm leveling off on that tip, i still feel...uprooted. i'm guessing it's just all the clearing/moving/shifting of energy, but...it's a very strange thing.
maybe it's the season. i tend to be very inert in the winter. sometimes bordering on depression. thankfully i don't feel that way this year...probably because i took some intiative and got on the ball early this time around. still, it just doesn't seem worth doing much of anything.
maybe it's not quite time yet. maybe i have to let things incubate for a few weeks, start thinking about manifestation closer to spring. should i keep things in a state of germination and reflection for now? maybe i'm moving too fast?
on the other hand, i'm afraid of active procrastination.
i started my desire book, per mama gena. that's been really fun...and it's definitely helping me conceptualize what i want for my new home/wardrobe/life.
i've cleaned out my closets..given away some things and thrown out others. shoes included. i'm making space. and i'm happy about that.
but you know how it is when you start kickin up dust...suppose i just have to check for dust bunnies & such before i move up a level.
i can sense the movement. maybe that's good enough for now.
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