doesn't it suck when someone can just fk with your whole vibe?
i suppose that's what's meant by "toxic" individuals. just sap your joy away.
i was feeling ok today...a little tired 'cause it was hard to get comfortable last night, but ok.
then, suddenly, i feel stupid and backward and inferior like i don't know what the fk i'm doing...when that's really the exact opposite of how i should feel.
i gotta shine tomorrow. sell myself. do the damn thing.
right now, however, i think i just need some chocolate.