9.18.2007

sara tavares, indigo toenails & other random thoughts



this sista is providing the soundtrack to my life right now. of course i don't understand everything she's saying, but "balance" is all i needed to hear...

i am once again embraced by my two great loves. both at a distance, but still strangely satisfying. it feels like the right place to be. each of them brings a different energy, and i'm in need of both versions of heaven to make it through this particular period.

buzzwords: sexuality, inspiration, laughter, growth...

the job hunt will need to commence again soon. i'm nervous about continuing into next month's retrograde, but i'm going to have to jump in anyway.

there are words forming, but the ideas are coagulating instead of flowing. as usual, i'm at a bit of a loss when it comes to how i should get that going...

i thought i'd be able to come in this evening and pray with renewed fervor, but an unexpected babysitting bout nixed that plan. i'm learning that it's better for me to stay quiet until i have my intentions fully and firmly evolved, because what i ask for, i get.

because of the difficulties that have come with this summer, i'm welcoming fall more than usual. but feeling the air cool down and watching the leaves change color always saddens me. even if it's just a little bit.

3 comments:

PretaMulatta said...

i love sarah. she borrowed my lipgloss once...

and autumn, so beautiful, yet it makes me sad, but 4 different reasons than yours.

and i'm hoping 2 get a divination today 2 rid me of the cloud that's been following me all around. i'm sending u divine energy 4 whatever lies ahead in your path.

sugar rush said...

ashe...

i pray that the ancestors & orisha grant you the clarity you're seeking.

TruEssence said...

I love the buzzwords. Acutally those words have been on my brain lately too. Thinking about them makes me smile and feel....definitely a great space to be in.:)
Good luck on your job hunt sistah!