5.25.2006

sometimes...

you just have to give it up to god.

so...baba eshu, egungun...if there is a way to be made, you're going to have to make it for me, 'cause i'm out of ideas and i'm running out of patience. i'm putting it in your hands.

3 comments:

creatrix said...

we rallied a little last week...and the whole thing came crashing down again last night.

back to square one.

i just have to remember my original promise...just let it go & let god.

if it's meant to be, it will be, but this is getting us nowhere.

PretaMulatta said...

oh lord... dont i know what u're going thru. if u have a ritual 4 surrender, will u please PLEASE send it my way?

creatrix said...

i don't have a particular ritual...generally when i come to the end of my rope, i just say or write something like, "hey. look. i can't do it anymore. i've been stubborn and stupid, and i know *i* can't change this. it's yours now, i trust you. lead me in the right direction".

and things start moving...

if you want something more technical/hands-on, i'm thinking you probably need to find someone well-acquainted with oya (change) or eshu and/or ogun (obstacle-clearing).

good luck & many blessings