hm. ok then.
bring it on.
i'm ready to fight.
i suppose i should explain.
you might think it's romantic to be "fought over".
but it's really not all it's cracked up to be.
i have been fortunate enough to love very deeply and have that love returned.
right now, that love involves two very different, highly determined, and very much in-love-with-me men.
now, not surprisingly, i've come to a point where i have to choose.
i could go into detail about why both of them are important, why i love both of them, etc.
but the longer i did that, the crazier it would sound....well, maybe not if it were a book or a movie.
but this is my life.
there was nothing purposeful about this.
it didn't start off as a game gone wrong.
nor some sort of "i wonder what would happen if..."
still, as i sit here, i hold the hearts of two beautiful people in my hands.
and i have to make a choice.