i'm really happy for him...
but i can see his success being our death warrant.
i don't know how to feel about that.
baby shower @ work today...i keep wondering if that will ever be my life.
i don't need the kid(s), but the husband would be nice.
my cycle was last week.
why do i feel hormonal in reverse?
my hand is beginning to ache. which means the writer's block is taking its toll.
funny how your body expresses your emotions when you can't.
i feel...defeated on some level.
i'd like to go home, crawl under some form of cover, and hide/cry/die.
but you never know...
i might have a little fight left in me.