i feel you, girl...
i have lost no less than 4-5 essays/poems in the last couple of days.
this time of year sends me into monk mode. prayer, dreaming, communing, writing. those are pretty high on my list right now.
fielding emails, ordering supplies, and catering to whims is not.
my best stuff comes from wide, open spaces. half trance and total absorption.
i've learned how to steal time. blogging at my desk when something strikes me, scribbling in a notebook while waiting for the shuttle, etc.
i'm still re-learning flow, trying to honor my commitment to eliminate self-censorship.
freewrite to cut the fat.
prose journaling for emotions or to chronicle life.
pure emotion manifests as poetry.
one day we'll have the time and space to give these worlds and words the shape and form they deserve.
til then, back to the grind...