12.20.2007

(pre)menstrual musings

constantly hungry.
spiritually sensitive.
wondering why i haven't had 2-3 babies by now.
slightly unfocused.
dreamy.
constantly exhausted and energized at the same time.
formlessly creative (in need of OUTLETS!).
frustrated.
entranced.
craving orgasm.
vaguely nauseous.
lunar.
stiff. a little achy.
full-feeling.
talkative. ideological.
blocked.
waiting for the flow.

2 comments:

mindful said...

your twist on this is clever: i.e. yearning to write and waiting for that "flow" comparing it to a woman's pre-menstrual phase... i totally dug it... at least, this is what i drew from it.

"frustrated.
entranced.
craving orgasm. "

ha... don't, i know it? rather sound writing lexie. rather sound, indeed.

sugar rush said...

actually, you've offered me a meaning i hadn't really intended, but works. i really was just describing how i often feel just before that time of the month, but i haven't been writing much lately (except for very internal journaling), so what you said makes sense and fits in with what i've been feeling as well.