it's a sin & a shame that women in this country--especially those who are not descended from western traditions--have been relegated to silence & pity when it comes to their bodies and their sexuality.
if you're anything like i've been my entire life, you probably hear Goddess calling to you.
She has many faces and many forms. only you can know which one is speaking to and through you. the imbalance has been accepted for too long, and She's making Herself known. ashe!
answer Her, despite what you've been told. fuck all the dogma. throw out your preconceived notions.
She is real, and She has a rightful place among the Original spirits of the earth. hell, She IS the Earth.
She has wonderful things to teach you. let Her in.
other books i've found helpful when in need of some spiritual reclamation:
women who run with the wolves by clarissa pinkola estes
sacred woman by queen afua...you can buy it thru her website
opening to spirit by caroline shola arewa
daughters of africa anthology
peace & Goddess' blessings