9.03.2009

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(in thought-bursts)

this weekend
it'd be so cool to go up to philly and hang out
get a pedi
take myself out for pancakes with a good book.
grab a couple more good books.
see a movie or two

but i'm worried about having enough for groceries and incidentals.  and the familiar needs shots.  that'll need to be taken care of before i shuttle him off to my folks for a few days...

so i'll likely wind up mostly at home. 
i suppose it's all right. i need to clean anyway. 

it's my first long, totally single weekend in a long time
(not that he was around for many long weekends anyway)
and i have nothing to do.

no prospects on the horizon, although i'm starting to wish there were.

being single AND broke is endlessly frustrating. 
i can't even spoil myself ? what part of the game is that?

something's gotta give...

2 comments:

Cheron L. Hall said...

when you figure out what part of the game it is, please let me know...been asking that same question...

ms. bliss honeycomb said...

ultimately, i suppose it's cyclical, like everything else...

but personally i'm guessing that being able to spoil myself materially may distract from the inner work that needs to go on...